Recent happenings, odds and ends

Let’s just say I performed at a great concert to start things off, then once it ended, all of the footage got stolen along with the camcorder. Big time letdown, and it sucked to lose some other footage I was supposed to upload the week prior. Replacement unit was acquired the next week, same make, different model.

I now have two lovely little kittens, which will grow up to be some nice kitties. The last time I had cats was over 18 years ago. Time for a change! I got plenty of video footage from the digital camera and camcorder to share once put together. They are adorable!

Besides that, I acquired another great device, a BlackBerry Passport. Handy, large enough and satisfying. Don’t need an android device due to the fact of having an xperia m4. S S have the best of both worlds. Efficiency, security and of course, play time. He he he.

In other not so odd news, my oldest, most used bike pumps recently stopped working a few days ago, so I did what I could to perform maintenance on it (you can practically take apart most of it), but it was no use, the air stopper flap or piece was torn, or worn out. But I have a spare pump thankfully, and the best part: The parts are interchangeable. Meaning I can replace anything worn out. Hose, Latch, gauge and valve!

Last but not least, if I intend to venture outside of Canada, that passport of mine needs renewal, otherwise I will be going through a ton of paperwork to apply for a new one. Don’t need that!

That’s about all I need to write about. It doesn’t really require a video blog, as some things just cannot be described in Video form. Cheers, thanks for giving this a read! My kitties say meow!


Re-Blogged: Justice For Janine (from worldcultwatch.org)

Reblogged from source: http://worldcultwatch.org/justice-for-janine/

The church of Scientology promised her a cure for dyslexia using Tom Cruise as an example.  Instead, she had 18 years of her life and her sanity ripped away.
We ask that you please help make this post go viral so that justice can finally be done for this family.

Ex Scientologists, Anons and people who just care about justice who live in South Africa and around the world who can help with free legal advise, helping to set up legal funding in S/A, and people who want to help in other ways, please contact me through the Contact the Author button at the top of this page and leave me your name, e-mail address and how you can help, so I can send it along to Jane.

Jane contacted me and said “I am at my wits end and don’t know what to do.  I have never exposed these crimes.  Besides this they also owe me about 200 Thousand Rand which they refuse to refund.”

She goes on to say “I, live in Cape Town, and am the 62-year old mother of  a 40-year old severely dyslexic daughter Janine, (which disability leaves her functionally illiterate and innumerate and which has increased in severity after being trapped in the cult for 18 years, without life-or work experience, despite the fact that she has mostly spent all of that time on paid services.)”

I asked Jane about her experience in Scientology.  She told me, “I was in for 12 months. I met David Miscavige at St hill. That did it – I was not in for years and years thus not a blind ‘follower’.   That was way back in 1993, but my daughter was stuck in the cult for all these years, until June 2009, when she literally fled in terror one night, from her marital home, taking her 6 year old daughter with her.  Since 1993 I kept a low profile to prevent disconnection.  I thought that the ‘weirdness’ that I detected in the cult, was unique to my family.  I only really found out (that my family was not alone in this boat) in July 2009, when I connected to the Internet to search for the email address of ‘The International Justice Chief’’ – but I found more than what I bargained for when I typed into Google ‘Justice / Scientology’.

I asked her to tell me about Janine.  She responded:

Janine and Trinity in happier times.
“She is currently separated from her husband (Ian Nel, a Patron who lives in Johannesburg with his girlfriend).  Janine is a gentle, trusting soul, but I can testify to the most shocking abuse of my disabled daughter – information that came to my attention since 2009, and especially last year – just before my daughter eventually succumbed under the stressors of 4 years – of being ‘fair gamed’ which lead to her having a devastating nervous breakdown in August 2012, from which she has not yet recovered.  If she was still ‘on lines’ when this happened – I know without a shadow of doubt she would have suffered the same fate as Lisa McPherson. I stood by her side in hospital, day and night and at a moment’s notice as she was hospitalized for four months. 
I am now the voice for my daughter, of her extreme abuse in the hands of the cult and her Patron husband.  A life not lived.  At nineteen, my daughter’s life, and her dreams ended in reality, as she was kept under the complete life and mind control – of this Multi-National Corporation trading it’s ‘Science of the mind’ services here in SA.”

She wrote the following to another friend, X-Women radio show host Colleen aka Sautez, online:

At the age of 19, I enrolled my daughter at the “Dianetics Centre’ (not knowing it was the Church of Scientology in disguise) – to be cured of dyslexia.  At the time, I was assured that Tom Cruise was cured of the same disability by the Church. My daughter remained ‘on lines’ mostly full time for the past 18 years, which in the end became a desperate bid for her to become ‘clear’ – to be acceptable as a human being to her husband (of 15 years) as her ‘state of clear’ – had become his pre-requisite for him to treat her, or to consider her as ‘a proper wife’. 

She begged me to help her financially, to go clear – and in Jan. 2009 I paid for her to have 156 hours of NED auditing in Cape Town, and she came the thousand miles from Johannesburg to receive these services in Cape Town.  Her husband demanded a divorce, as he had met a new woman. She was devastated and begged the church of Scientology to help her. 

Once on PAID SERVICES in Cape Town – instead of administering the paid for auditing services to her, (to go ‘clear’)  she was put on ‘ethics handlings’. Her crime? She communicated. After an absence form Cape Town of two and a half years, people greeted her with ‘how are you Janine.’ And her answer was to the effect, of ‘not well, my heart has been ripped out, my husband is committing adultery, and I am here for auditing to fix up the scene.’ The ‘ethics handlings’ carried on for three months, and she was amongst other things required to paint the church’s doors and windows – whilst her life fell apart. Not once was she given one hour’s worth of counseling to help her overcome her emotional distress during the entire three months. 

Thus done so, Janine became trapped by the church in Cape Town painting walls – whilst the new woman shared her marital bed back home. By the end of March, she was allowed to go home to fetch her child back into her care, after agreeing to the divorce. She wrote to the church in Johannesburg, asking for help to get protection, as she was afraid of her husband. Instead of help, the Church of Scientology pulled quite a few strings to cater for her husband’s wishes not to let Janine recover her child back into her care, to Janine’s horror and really no understanding of legal process or her civil or even human rights being violated – the crunch came when her eternity was threatened if she did not sign ‘holiday papers’ in her husband’s favor for their child. The latter papers came to light to have been ‘primary custody papers’ that Janine being dyslexic, signed under duress. 

After 18 years, my daughter was left homeless, stripped of the right to be her child’s mother, and having lived in a bubble for 18 years – she has no life experience or any work experience, and still dyslexic, which disability leaves her unable to express herself in writing or to work with numbers. 

 

Note:  I have written this poem as a dedication by Janine to her daughter, after the child was literally taken from her arms, by Urgent High Court Order – obtained by her Patron husband – based on deceit, lies, make-believe-scenarios’, insinuations, and by slandering Janine’s name.  Janine did not have money to defend herself in the High Court, and this was also the last time, that Janine could be a mother to her own six year old child.   Her daughter is now ten and a half years old. 

To Trinity

I love you little girl, more than words can say
And each day I pray
That you will be returned to me one day.

We were together, only a fleeting few years
When Sacred Malice decreed 
and the Church of Scientology took you away
You were torn out of my arms indeed 
But not from my heart and I have cried so many tears
My heart ripped open by Sacred Betrayal, decreed that I had no say.
Terrified and numbed I could not speak 
Of this a most Sacred evil deed. 

Gripped in a Sacred Vice, years turned into more years
My little girl, we had only fleeting moments to play 
As mommy had a Sacred Study at night and day
To become Clear for daddy to consider me okay.

But – It was not to be 
On that day when he replaced me with another she
A Sacred Patron with Money was he
The one with nothing but dyslexia was me
And the Sacred Stat calculated my fate conspired to be
In whispered Sacred betrayal that I was never to see 
My little girl or her mommy continued to be.

Now that you are gone 
Remember your blood is running through my veins
And for a wisp in time 
Your little star could shine 
Little princess of mine
When we were as one 
Reading stories each night 
Of adventures and little Bo Beep 
Until drifting off to sleep
I kissed you on your cheek
before I turned off the light
and you said ‘love you mummy, nite-nite.’ 

Little princess of mine
I can’t turn back the hands of time
Although you live a thousand miles away 
you will forever live in my heart every day.

I still talk to you 
I ask the angels to watch over you
And wonder if their wings you hear
Sometimes I feel you so very near
I listen to you whisper in my ear
‘Mommy I love you”
Even in my dreams I talk to you I do
And I can put my arms around you 
And wipe away those tears 
When you sob for your mommy I have been told
And beg to see me to have and to hold.

How can I say good-bye my little Trin-trin?
I am your mommy and my life is with you
I have nothing else to give you – but my love
It is for you and is yours to keep.

I ask the angels to take my place to keep you night and day
To watch over you when you sleep
And put that last kiss upon your cheek. 
I love you my little girl – more than words can say.

Won’t you please help?

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Gamer’s itch doesn’t exist while playing grand theft auto? WTF?!?!

I never thought I would be writing this blog post… But gamer’s itch seems to have gone away for good, as long as I play grand theft auto. 😀 isn’t that brilliant? Isn’t that wonderful? Finally!! I’m NOT affected by it.

I did have a damn good time these past few weeks, taking breaks in between gaming and all. Basically all of it on windows xp, cracked of course and also, GTA being downloaded via bittorrent. Saves me from wasting a few hundred bucks to grab it.

The PC version rocks the house if you happen to ask. With the frame limiter turned off, it’s silky smooth, regardless of how fast your computer is, well, at least for me. Curious, what ARE my specs? I’ll tell ya in a summery: Intel Pentium 4 at 3.06 GHz, 1GB RAM, gigabyte ATI HD 4600 series graphics. Yup, all of the good shit.

How long do you wonder? I have been gaming for, if you count it all in one session, 72 hours total. But that’s basically spanned over a few weeks. I did end up staying awake wayyyy too long. I did right up until NOW once I looked at the clock, I flipped out and closed the game. I just don’t want to ruin the sleep pattern again. Oh well, that’s what happens when you game and have such a great greeeeat time.

Cheats you wonder… I’m using them ONLY to start wars with the police. That’s the main reason why. If I follow the story, I won’t use them at all. So far, I’m having allot of fun regardless. Until then, peace out gamers and readers. I have to get some shuteye before I end up going insane. 🙂

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